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  Narcisstic Personality Disorder...

  by new hope and happiness in

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  hi,.

  i would value any shared opinions or expereinces people have had with narcisstic people.. .

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  fresh prince of ohio

  The definition of it is pretty devastating if you see your own self in it. narcissitic people do a whole lotta damage to other pppl. :(
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  Narcisstic Personality Disorder...

  by new hope and happiness in

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  2. entertainment

  hi,.

  i would value any shared opinions or expereinces people have had with narcisstic people.. .

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  fpoo has been told by his therapist that he has "tendencies". But also that a person with full-on NPD would never seek out a therapist.
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  Accepting my own mortality, and the naturalness of death - the final step in my JW recovery.

  by fresh prince of ohio in

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  for people who have a paralyzing fear of dying, to where it seems like it's this horrible, stalking monster, jwism is a powerful sedative.. but really, the idea of living forever, in human form, is nonsense.

  living forever isn't about living forever, it's about not dying.. death is natural.

  it can be painful, sudden, or both.

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  I don't want to participate in existence any more. I want out.
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  They Need War Now

  by metatron in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  http://www.foxnews.com/world/2013/10/26/israel-issues-warning-to-iran-over-nuclear-bomb-report/?intcmp=latestnews.

  there have been similar headlines on usa today and the drudgereport.. they need ww3 and they need it now.. the israelis understand what will likely happen if peace with iran breaks out.

  there will be a movement towards eliminating all nuclear weapons in the middle east and the intensification of declaring 'apartheid' as regards the palestinians.. in other words, the practical end of israel as a zionist state.. in addition, there are senators who lust for war (lindsay graham, etc) they realize that the fog of war would move the us towards becoming a full police state, eliminating what's left of the bill of rights and distracting the whole nation from its failing economy.. i think it's too late for a phony false flag attack - to blame iran for some made-up terrorist attack.

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  met your posts are so apocalyptic. I don't know how you can stand it.

  Are we at a point where, as a citizen of the US, suey would be a perfectly rational choice considering what's apparently coming?
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  Accepting my own mortality, and the naturalness of death - the final step in my JW recovery.

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  for people who have a paralyzing fear of dying, to where it seems like it's this horrible, stalking monster, jwism is a powerful sedative.. but really, the idea of living forever, in human form, is nonsense.

  living forever isn't about living forever, it's about not dying.. death is natural.

  it can be painful, sudden, or both.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  Rebel8, I've never heard of that movie. Rickey Gervais is one of the funniest people on the planet though. I may watch it if it's available on netflix or amazon video.

  Comatose, I'm doing both. And calling these hotline numbers every day. And posting stuff here. And talking with friends, family, and coworkers. It seems that since I broke up with my girlfriend every day has become a mighty struggle to find a reason to go on. Especially on the weekends....the loneliness and isolation. Really gets me down.
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  Accepting my own mortality, and the naturalness of death - the final step in my JW recovery.

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  for people who have a paralyzing fear of dying, to where it seems like it's this horrible, stalking monster, jwism is a powerful sedative.. but really, the idea of living forever, in human form, is nonsense.

  living forever isn't about living forever, it's about not dying.. death is natural.

  it can be painful, sudden, or both.

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  I don't know how people cope with uncertainty and death. We all want our own life to be a rich and meaningful experience. But what if it's not? What if there's really not much good happening in your life, and there's little reason to expect this to change?

  My parents will likely only be around another five to ten years. I don't know how I'm going to cope with their passing. I think it is going to freak me right the F out. Like bad.

  Life is full of pain and loss. And it doesn't seem like there's a whole lot happening other than that. I'm really on the edge today. I don't have a PLAN per se. I just wish it wasn't so difficult. I wish that there was an easy way to opt out. Why live when you know you will die? Why wait around for that to happen in some horrible way?

  All I have to look forward to is increasing loneliness and isolation.
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  What Would a Country Run by Evangelical Christianity Look Like?

  by cofty in

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  on an earlier thread i made the statement that, "an evangelical christian government would look a lot like the taliban".. laika asked me incredulously, "do you really think your friends from your old church would govern like the taliban!?".

  i thought it was a really interesting question and might work as a separate thread.. the people i worshipped with were mostly a nice bunch of people, but the thought of them having secular power would make me shudder.. christianity is mostly harmless because it lacks power.

  christian politicians are restrained by secular laws and constitutions.

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  smh. Is it time to get outta dodge?
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  Just stumped 2 Elders! Lol

  by El_Guapo in

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  i am currently on a business trip for a trade show in another city.

  as i'm walking to the convention center, i run into 2 jw's preaching.

  one is about mid 60s the other probably mid 30's.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  Good job, maybe you got them to think a little bit. There is no honorable way out of JWs.

  I'd have thrown in, "she made her decision to be a JW at age 12. Should a person be held hostage their entire life to a decision they made in early adoescence?"
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

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  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  apognophos, the need ran both ways i guess. That's what i've learned. I needed her to need me. And now I don't feel needed, at least not as much (I still don't know who is going to step in and show her how her smarphone works, or how her computer works, or give her financial advice, etc.)
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  breakup guilt

  by fresh prince of ohio in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  i recently broke up with my girlfriend of four years.. she is 40 years old, with health problems, financial problems, little family/friend support, and facing an uncertain future.

  i gave her some money.. the guilt i am experiencing right now is absolutely anguishing.

  she had very, very high hopes about our relationship and loved me very deeply.

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  fresh prince of ohio

  You know, i look back at my comments on this site from before the big breakup, and I seem somewhat collected. Everything i've posted post-breakup has been mad ravings.

  I've really lost it since I broke up with my girlfriend. It has triggered a very deep state of anxiety, hopelessness, and depression that is not getting better. I don't know what to do.

  I went to the doctor about the sleep issues, got an Rx. I thought I was ok last night so I didn't take it....wrong. I'll take it tonight regardless.